There is so much I want to say and to be honest, I don’t know where to begin. Do you ever feel like you’re doing so much to please everyone but yourself?
Disclaimer: This post is for my fellow Moms and/or Wives.
Guess what? I get tired.
No. I am tired.
Am I allowed to even admit that?!
Rarely do I read or hear about other Moms who really struggle. Let’s be real, I understand that we have to paint a picture of perfection. I can’t, and I won’t. I struggle. Bad.
With all that is going on, I’m not a complainer. Just not in me. This is my life and even though I struggle from time to time, I wouldn’t trade my life with anyone else’s.
But today, I am struggling with hurt and change. I’m learning to lean on God more and more these days. Learning to open up more, trust more and it’s not easy. Some may say that I’m difficult, but I say that I am just careful. I’m not afraid to say what I’m feeling. Now don’t confuse that with trusting my feelings. No, no and no! WE don’t do that!
2 Corinthians 10:5
“We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.”
Trusting God is a process. But it’s okay to admit when things aren’t well. I say these things because I refuse to be victim of my circumstance!
How about you? How are you doing? I want you to be honest with yourself. Are you truly okay? What is the condition of your heart? Let's talk.